I am really lucky, I found the most amazing girl or can say the dream girl of my life. She was as perfect as I can have dreamt about. Not because of looks, of course she is beautiful. But, because of her Nature. I am trying to move on with the feelings that I love her. The reason is, she found someone who loves her and someone she loves. But, this doesn’t mean, she lost that special place from my heart.
Yup, I do know, she is capable of handling the worst of mine. But, at the same time I know, she has the right to choose the person. I might put the fight to get her in life. But, what it would cost is breaking at least 2 relations from her end. That’s just I know, as it happens, yes science proved this ‘Finding a Love will cost you two Best persons of your life’. I do know that she is enjoying her life, she may know him better than, she knows me.
Now, you might be feeling that why the hell, I am sharing my personal life on a blog. The reason, People have been sticking to and going down in depression, while thinking that they have lost the person, they will never find someone like the person they lost. But, you need to have faith at this stage.
Agreed that the person is so perfect that no one can fill their place. That she/he is the best thing happened for you in Life. You know that you are going to have the feeling of regret for not sharing your feeling with the person before. But, it is all the part of life and the loss of your crush is someone else’s happiness (another Dark side of loss).
You may try to kill the heat while thinking what was that you missed in the approach for showing your one sided love. The Answer is “nothing”. You were best at showing the untold love. But, it’s nature of human, which is culprit in such case. The only thing that was lacking is you showed the care without telling that you care for them.
The reason for picking this topic is that you should move on with your crush inside your heart. Because, there is no better place to keep your crush, than in heart. But, at the same time, there is nothing better than leaving them, alone while they are enjoying their life with their love of life. It might be killing feeling, but it always will play the part of an inspiration for you. Keep them in heart, for your inspiration and for the mind-check, which you need to stop behaving like that, as the person who use to handle you that way has left your life.
Don’t destroy your life, as this life is meant much more than, what you are bounding your life to just one person, who don’t even know that you love them. In spite of wasting the time, thinking you have left with nothing. Try to achieve and create and doing things which you can actually say, that this is what you and your crush use to talk. Yes, you might think that it is not so good idea, to keep your crush in mind. But, I would prefer that you need to keep them in mind so that your life and deeds speaks you admired a person who gave the inner power to be what world knows today.